January 10, 2011


Have you ever been in love? 
Horrible, isn't it? 
It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. 

You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...

You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.

 Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive'. It hurts. 

Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love!...but unfortunately I Love You so much.... 
--------------------------<3 Meow <3



  1. all of it is so true about building walls around you for years, but being in love and the feeling is so worth it...your amazed everytime time you think about how it happened, how we clicked...and its almost always when your not searching or not wanting to be in one :P
    its said "Pain and Love are the two sides of the same coin", i guess you just got to accept it and keep going :)

  2. yes...
    PAIN and LOVE are two sides of the same coin..
    and in this piece i have put only the pain part..
    Rightly said,We have to accept them both....


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